It is begun to memorize words

Well, I start writing my blog again. It's been a long time to not write my blog. While I was in the library, I studied English words and grammars. I need to keep memorizing them so I am going to write down news words on this blog. Plus, I briefly talk about my daily life in this blog.

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22 days

Well, I have returned home for 22 days. As usually, time flies super fast. In August, I am going to start to work. Before I start it, I need to prepare several things for my career. First, I need to study the Final Cut Pro program, and second, I am going to study the Photoshop program. I need to work hard them because I don't want to regret in the future. One thing I know I have a strong confidence of my future. I have all types of experiences that I can be adapted to any circumstances.

Hospital

Well, I met YougnSoo in the Kangbook Samsung hospital today. He looked terrible. He said he was scanned by CT, and the machine found out that Youngsoo's stomach included amount of water. For that reason, he has a belly as if a fat belly. Although he wants to sleep, but his body doesn't allow him to sleep. His eyes look really tired. I am sorry to him due to I can't help him. If he is not donated new kidneys, he has to go to a hospital to circular entire his blood for the rest of his life. Or he may die. I really want to see him a good body condition.

Boring

I am so bored. If I go to clubs or bars in the Seoul city, I must consider a transportation when I return home. I am staying in my parents apartment, the out of the Seoul city, with them. Also, most of my friend don't want to go out weekend. I miss my Bloomington life and want to go back to that time. My life is going to be bad?

Nothing Special

I was so tired because my circumstances made me mood down. Since 2 days ago, I realized that I hate traffic-jams, air pollution, awful sounds and son. As a result, I don't want to go to Seoul and even if I go to Seoul that I really don't want to stay in there for a while.  

Young-Soo

Finally, I met YoungSoo today. He doesn't look good. I hung out with him and met Hadong.

My new life in Korea

Well, well ,well. I came back home from the U.S. I have lived in the U.S. for four and half years. Although the time period is long, it is a very short period to me. Whenever I go to somewhere in Korea, I always compare two different culture between the U.S. and Korea. I am scared of loosing English skill. I must to keep using English. Should I meet English people? It sounds fucked up. Today, I am going to YonSae university to sign up for using the library. Then I am going to study and am going to meet Young-Soo. Tomorrow night I am going to talk to Rebecca on the phone. She bought a telephone card for talking to me. Haha. I need to drink a cup of coffee.

The past events influence the presents and future events

I was screwed up for the relationship with Ashim. I hung out with her the day before yesterday night. We went to Q, a pool place, and bought a bottle of vodka for getting fucked up. We went to her place. Everything was fine. She offered Turkish foods and a weed cooky. I ate them as much as I could. Plus, I was getting high. She already got high. She played some Turkish music and Africa country music. She was singing with light dance on the chair. Suddenly, she said her bottom stomach killed her. I gave her massage because I really want her to be fine. She used a restroom several times. Finally, she start to cry because her stomach pain killed her. I saw her face. Shit! I've never seen someone who was crying because she was extreme pain. So, I stood up next her and gave her shoulder and back massage. As time went on, she seemed to be chilled. Then she lied on her bed. When she lied on the bed, she said to me "Eunki, could you play a song after the one of the Kill Bill movie sound track. I was not totally high and listen to music on the chair. I though I should go home at that time. However, it was raining outside. When the song was played, she got up and stared at me. I thought it was a sign of something. I was confused too. Maybe she tested of my emotion. I started to act of the mind. Although I didn't have sex with her, she didn't want to do anything with me. The next day she left home. I was waiting for her because I want to talk with her what was going on last night. She didn't come back home. I called her she answered the phone that she told me why have I done to her last night. I explained to her but she didn't understand. I met her one to one and I asked her to date with me. She said she didn't know. Also, when she came back home, I talked her something, which was important to her. I didn't remember what I said to her. She also said she was waiting for her future husband. If she doesn't find out her future husband, she doesn't date with a man. What the heck! How come she meet her future husband without the dating? I am not ready to get marry with someone yet. I wanted to know her and we needed to spend time to know each other. I am going to leave this country the end of the next month. So, I asked her to be a good friend with me. She said she couldn't do that kinds of the relationship with me. So, I left her. By the way, when she returned home, she brought a dead bird, a cardinal which was smashed by a car or human either. Then she washed it in her bathroom and took out its all of organs. I didn't get it her behavior. Why did she bring it her home and wash it? She said she was going to burry it in front her apartment yard. Her behavior was the weirdest I had never seen it before. She is cute and has a warm mind. I am sorry for her, also I lost a friendship with her. I should have left home when she went to bed. It is a cause and effect. The past my action influenced the present and future event. Determinism~~

Graduation

I have lived in the U.S. for four and half years, and I have a bachelor degree of Indiana University.
Today is supposed to be an awesome day, but my body condition is pretty bad. I want to go out and hang out telecom people, but I may not go out. I am also worried about a math grade. Last Friday I took a final exam of math. I am screwed up badly. For that reason, my brain is killing me.
I am going to chill out and think about going out.

piss off

I am pissed off. I should have been growing up in this country. But it ain't going to change. 

My hip

Last Thursday I went to the IU Judo club. I met several Judo maniacs in the club. Almost the half hour, we had to exercise for our heart. Then we started to match, the Rendory, each other. I am a white belt man. A black belt guy, Bryan, pinned and chocked me. Ma right leg became tired and body was fucked up. The next day, I slept late and missed a class. I realized that my legs were pretty tired. In the afternoon, I went to the gym. First, I went to the lift room. Second, I focused on my legs workout until the gym close. While I was coming home, my legs were pretty tired. The next day, Sunday, my hip joint was killing me. I couldn't walk very well. I had that kind of the experience before, so I wasn't really concerned with my right hip socket. On Monday, when I went to a class, my hip was killing me. It was fucking hurt. I spent 25 minutes to get to the class from home. It is usually 8 minutes by walking. After the class, I went to the public library for the reading assignment. I head back home at 3 p.m. I took a painkiller but it didn't work. Tomorrow morning I am going to the health center. They probably want me to pay bunch of money. sucks sucks sucks. What is about my Judo class?

English Class

I have to write a new essay draft one!! I should have focused on the setting or the narration of two stories, Ha Jin's Saboteur and Updike's A&P.  After the shower, I am going to the main library. I am a little bit tired because I spent two and half hours in the HYPER gym. A lot of people were in the gym. I guess those bitches are preparing for the spring break. 

Today...,..

Finishing all of Thursday classes I went Andy's going away dinner at the Thai restaurant. I met Andy, Jeremy and Chile. We chat and ate food. That would be all for Andy's going away dinner. Actually, I wanted to play pool with them, but they left the restaurant. I came home and changed clothes to go to the HYPER gym. While I was working out, I focused on biceps and triceps. I spent one and half hours at the gym. When I was coming back home, I wanted to drink beer and play pool at Q, which is a billiard place. However, I should have brought some people to play pool with me. I called Sin-Hyo and he wanted to play pool with me. By the way, he found his girlfriend, Amanda, three month ago. Sin-Hyo said he was going to bring his girlfriend to Q. I welcome to see those guys. I arrived at Q around 11 p.m. Sin-Hyo didn't come to Q yet. I was talking to Q's front girl, who looks the middle of thirties. She is only one year older than me, 29. Finally, Sin-Hyo and Amanda came to Q. She seemed to be a cool person. I asked her several questions, but some of them she couldn't answer to me. She is not interested in music, politics, tv shows and so on. By the way, her major is Korean and English. That's awesome. I heard somewhere women's brain are smarter than men's brain. As a result, they could learn their second language faster than men. We played pool, and I taught them an American style pool (I just call it) and the 9 ball game. They enjoyed playing it. Most of games I won. This is my last result of the third week of the 2008 spring semester. I HAVE TO MAKE AN AWESOME PLANE FOR EXAM 1.

busy busy busy

This week is the third of the spring semester. My intensive writing class is killing me. I should have taken this course before. In face, it helps my reading abilities. When I overcome fucking grammar problems? Every time I write something and I have to check this something from Rebecca. Sometimes, she is bitching me a lot because I didn't make a good sentence for English people. Also, I have words problems. Most of time I check words because I want to know its parts of speech. For this reasons, I spend time to look up dictionaries. When I would be a good writer? I just want to be a fine writer. This is my mission that I have to figure out these problems' solutions. Next week which is the fourth of the spring semester has first two exams and a paper. Tonight, I am going to finish chapter two of an astronomy book and read a history book. I have to read two chapters of the history book. It is almost 70 pages. Shit. That's lot. What about differential equation class? To be honest, I haven't read a differential equation text book since last Friday. At that day, I was studying in the main library entire the day. This is my last semester so that I need to get A grades all of my classes. By the way, I found an attractive woman in my Judo class. I didn't ask her name last time. I might not have chance to talk her tomorrow. Even If I have chance to talk her, what should I say? This is the dumbest things. Be a man! Don't worry about her rejection. I just ask her name, age, a school year and so. I just ask her funder mental question. Let's go home and eat Korean food. Then I am going to read books. Make a plan!!

my computer is infected by a virus

Someone had used my own property whatever they want. For that reason, my mac computer is infected by a virus. One of virus symptoms is that the computer speed is decreasing. I have to repair it. Before I go to bed, I want to talk about a movie, Cloverfield. I watched it last night and was dizzy while I was watching. This movie is shot by a camcorder so that it looks unprofessional, unfortunate. I expected watching it, but it gave me a little bit disappointment. Eleven days from now, the Lost season four is going to play on TV. I look forward to watch this one. People who have watched Lost already know Kate and Jack are rescued somehow, and Jack wishes he wants to be crashed on an airplane so that he goes back to the island. Why does he want to go back to the island? According to Jack, he, Kate and maybe other people were not supposed to leave the island. Non-sense. I have to read several short stories and write about it. My eyes are tired. 

cold

Several days ago, I went to a math class and was infected by cold virus. One of students, who was in class, cough at me. At the same day, I went to a HYPER gym, as usually, and I was kind of cold. The next day, morning, I had a headache.  Since three days ago, the weather has been colder and colder, which is around -17 Celsius. Every single class are so far so good except a Judo class. I want to learn the Judo. However, I was always dizzy while I was warming up my body. For example, we have to practice of a body rolling way, which makes our body to reduce impact from the ground. I have to be rolling several times during the Judo class. I may be getting old, 30 year-old. haha. Wait a second, I am 28 in the U.S. Anyways, I have dizzy stuff. I have to read several books and study math this weekend. Monday is day off. Tonight, I am going to see a movie, Cloverfield, produced by J.J. Abraham who is a director of LOST. I should not expect this movie because expectation makes me more disappointment. I love Lost, the ABC television show. J.J Abraham who is a genius of a storytelling. As unusually, Lost can't be predicted a next episode by audience. Also, if someone doesn't watch a previous episode, he or she would not understand it what is going on. I will see what an American monster is. 

Character

I have an assignment of my English class. Before I am going to write a paper, I need to summarize characters.

Stereoyped characters are called stock charcters. Most writers of the literray story, attempt to create characters who strike us not as stereotype but as unique individuals.

According to the English novelist, E.M. Forester, characters may seem flat or round, depdnding on whether a writer sketches or sculpts them. So what is the flat and round charcters?

Flat characters are have only one outstanding trait or feature, or at most a few distinguishing marks. But flat characters need not be stock characters.

Round characters present us with more facets-that is, thier authors portary them in greater depth and in more generous detail. Such a round character may appear to us only as he appears to the other charcters in the story.

Flat characters tend to stay the sam throughout a story, but round characters often change - learn or become enlightened, grow or deteriorate.

Some critics call a fixed character static; a changing one, dynamic.

The idea of the gratuitous act is a deed without an cause or motive.

The 2nd week.

I have been tired since the 2008 spring semester. Every single day, I have to read several books. Also, I should exercise four days a week at a gym. By the way, I lost belly fat little bit. I can feel it that looks good. Haha. I think I should go to bed by 2 a.m. Then, I am going to the Swain library in the morning for studying. Confidence! Don't forget it.  

The first week of the 2008 spring semester

I spent over $400 for textbooks. This means I have to read many books. An Intensive writing course makes me sleepy. My eyes are easily tired while I read textbooks. I need to be the best in my classes. Money problems! Living in America is totally expensive.

Drop and Add

Drop classes and add classes make me sick. I am super tired and sick of the changing classes. I went to an Intensive writing class, which is about 1800's British fictions, and worry about this course. But I have to take this course so that I am going to graduate the school. I have a one more class, Judo, in the HPYER gym. The weather is warm but is nasty that's people said. Though, I like it.