New Dertermiation

I heard a formal Pakistani P.M, Benazir Bhtto, was killed by a suicide bomber in Rawlpindi, Pakistan. She wants Pakistan to be a democracy country. I checked her biographic on Wikipedia that she had gotten a degree from Oxford University in England, and attended Harvard University in the U.S. She became a P.M, Pakistan, twice in 1988 and 1993. Bhutto died after gunfire and suicide bomb attack targeted her at a campaign rally in Rawlpindi on Thursday, December 27, 2007. I am sorry for her and Pakistanis who wanted her to be a leader of Pakistan. Most American News channels display breaking news of Bhtto. Ironically, most American people don't know who Benazir Bhtto is. I guess many American people don't care about foreign countries' issues. People who have a son, serving military in dangerous countries, are more concerned about foreign issues. Anyway, I must to improve speaking, writing and listening skills. My ears might not pick up some of English sounds, so I usually ask a question again and again to a questioner. Although I always try to improve listening skills, I usually give up to improve English. This time is different that I must defeat these problems. I am going to listen anything and am going to writing down it on the paper every single day. In addition, I am going to improve memory skills. I easily forget that what I have done. Why do I forget something easily? Last one is I should be more confidence to myself. One of stereotypes is Asian people are not supposed to speak English. I want to speak very well but my brain is dominated by this stereotype. However, I am going to get rid of this stupid idea, and I will be more pride of myself. Because of living in the U.S. for four years, I have been adapted to new cultures. Everyone doesn't have these opportunities, living in a new county for several years. I always thank you my parents who raised me and support me. These are my new determination and I always keep thinking about them.